Welcome to my nightmare
Welcome to the darkness
Within my mind
A place where hope is lost
Love is a dream
And joy doesn't exist
A place where pain rules over all
Suffering is a must
And demons are everywhere
A place where life is meaningless
The living dance with the dead
And insanity is imminent
A place where the voices in your head
Never stop haunting you
And all the memories overflow your mind
A place locked within me
Growing in secrecy
Until the day I can take it no more
Welcome...
Welcome to my personal Hell...
A demon
Within
Taking control
Destroying
People's spirits
Scaring people
Away
Making her host
Feel pain
Misery
Loneliness
Destroying
Her hope
Her strength
Her will to live
I must
Do something
I can't lose her
I'll help her
While I still can
We've both
Lost enough friends
Already
Our demons
Scared them
Away
She wants
To be alone
So the demon
Has no one
To hurt
But I'll stay
She needs help
The things
Her demon does
Are not her fault
I know it
So I'll always
Stand by her side
No matter what
I Am Your Protector by Pisces--Dreamer, literature
Literature
I Am Your Protector
Is it fate, or some cruel twisted world,
That I have brought you into?
Little one, so strong, yet so weak
How can you see?
What you were born
To be
I am your protector
Your comfort
Your shelter
Though I have been cruel before
You are my, beginning
Is it better
If you knew what was out there
Is it worse
If you knew
Your curse
I’ll freeze, if it means you are warm
Be soaked to the bone,
If you are dry
And I will not complain
Because the smile you give
Warms my heart still
Little one, my dear
You grow a little bit more
Your mind is sharp
Your bones aren’t brittle
But still, I think of you
My little one
You lead armies an
Music is what keeps me sane
In the end of each passing day
This is how I ease my pain
When in my room I tend to stay
People close to me seem to fail
To understand me in a way
With a clear cut density & scale
Leaving me without a say
I put my music on replay
This calms me down so much
It whispers hush to my brain
Like a comforting, light touch
Oh why was I such a fool~?
Thinking their genuine interest would stay
When I was a used up tool
Waiting the day that I’d be thrown away
I don’t know how I’d have survived
Without the lyrics in my mind
They give me strength and hope and courage
My every step they encourage
Your eyes are useless without a color
For all I care those big beautiful bright eyes
Could be the color of a broken heart
Crumbly and cracked
Seeping gray skies out
So don't say a word
Your lips are sealed
But your eyes say it all
I can't explain this feeling
It's like I'm shrinking so small
I hate this hold you've got on me
Your suffocation won't let me be free
You make me want to leave this place
The place I've always called home
But I know I can't take this
Not anymore
So take those so called "ocean blue" eyes
And leave me alone